To an old friend...

i wrote this post a few months ago, posted in one of my notes in facebook.

i would just like to repost it, so here it is...

i read a thing or two today, and i would like to say something about it.

i believe you are the loser for i did not lose you old friend,

i'm not proud of it but i'd like to say that i gave up on you, remember that.

i did not say i am a perfect friend and i am not trying to be one.

but i did my part more than you think you did yours.

several times that you've taken things for granted, me for granted.

sincerity and trust for me is important in friendship, that i did not see in you.

though it's hard to be true to somebody whose not, still i know in my heart that i was to you.

and since that was the case, i decided well...to end it.

just because i don't have what you think you have doesn't make me a loser.

friends, i may have a few, but i believe they are the ones true and worth keeping.

being humble, good and true to oneself and to others is something that you don't brag about.

wait and let others tell you that you are and that you've become one.

i accidentally learned something about you before, something i never even imagine you'd do.

people closed to you, told me those things which up to now i wish i never have known.

i asked you about it, straight face. some you admitted, and never denied the rest.

your actions almost even made others to question me as a person, but still i didn't mind

and treated you the same way.

make yourself believe what you want to believe.

make others believe what you want them to believe for you are good at it.

it doesn't matter now, all i know is that what i knew about you made you treat me the way you did.

you have your good life now and you're loving it as you've said, blessed you are indeed.

i am happy for all the thing that you have right now.

be thankful and hope you'll foever keep it for i know you need it.

"Hateful to me as the gates of Hades is that man who hides one thing in his heart and speaks another."